Amanda Batula wonders if she still wants children with Kyle Cooke

Amand and Kyle Cooke Has different ideas about what their future has.

In the section of April 30 of Summer houseAmanda, 33 and Kyle, 42, went out for a lunch date on a roof in New York City. Amanda said in a confessional interview that she felt that she and Kyle’s relationship had landed “in just a really good place” after she felt “really lost last year.”

“To put myself out there and start this swimwear line and then be on my medicine, I feel that I am starting to find myself again and like to find out who I am and what I want,” she told the cameras. “And it’s very powerful.”

At lunch, Kyle Amanda gave an update of some blood work he had recently done. “There was only one thing that was a bit about,” Loverboy founder And CEO said. “He was like,” you should take a fertility test, “because my tests were like working overtime to basically pump out semen.”

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Amanda questioned whether it meant that Kyle was sterile, but he explained that the results of blood work had “nothing to do with my fertility.” Still, Amanda Kyle told us that “it would not be the end of the world” if he could not have children.

“I’m in as a strange place,” she continued. “Because there are a few days where I feel, why am I not pregnant right now? Like, what do we do? Why do we waste our time? And then there are other days where I am, should I even have children?”

Kyle asked his wife in three years how long she felt that way. Amanda said it had been a year.

“I think it’s just because of how much I’ve struggled to take care of myself sometimes,” the reality star explained. “I’m like, I’m not suitable to take care of anything else.”

Amanda added that she had gone “back and forth” on how she feels like having children. “I don’t love that I feel that way, but I think I have to make sure I’m okay,” said Bravo star.

It surprised Kyle, because he claimed he had not heard her vocalize any of these problems before.

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Amanda pointed out that Kyle had not been “itching and eager” for children.

“The time is ticking and 90% of the blood, sweat and tears that I put in Loverboy were for our future, for children,” Kyle said in a confession. “In my mind, the only real gain is if there is anything more than is in my life now.”

Earlier in the section, Kyle spoke with the visitor Tom Schwartz About how he expected to be a father at this time in his life and said he used to think someone in the 40s who did not have a child was “a selfish dot.”

“I’m 42, would never have thought I would not have children right now,” Kyle told Vanderpump rules Alun, also 42. “Guy, I think we’ll be good dads. We’ll just get really old.”

In the section on April 23, Kyle told Tom and Carl Radke that he ordered a fertility test online after noticing “a small red flag on my blood work.”

“It’s not like trying to have children, but I’m curious about fertility, absolutely,” Kyle said in a confessional interview. “I’m 42. I probably stood a little too close to the microwave. I don’t know what kind of impact it has.”

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Summer house Ship on Wednesdays at 21 o’clock at Bravo.